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You would think by now, I would know my way around,
I shouldn't miss you so badly, I should be on familiar ground.
What manner of iron will, must some people possess,
to be always looking forward, to never accept regress.
Perhaps if I was willing, to let someone take me by the hand,
they could show me a happy place, in this unfamiliar land.
Perhaps I'm only homesick, for all the joys that once were mine,
I must accept that they and you, belong to another place and time.
But I know that deep within my heart, there's a place where only you reside,
and when the pain of loneliness comes, it knows that is where I hide.
So if sometimes it seems to you, I'm clinging to the past,
it's mostly because I can't yet accept, that you and me didn't last.
No matter how hard I try, I've yet to get over you,
for the part of me that's still alive, believes you want me too.
I dreamt of you everynight, even if i tried to resist,
Maybe it wants to remind me, that my feeling towards you is a bliss.
So I pray to god everyday, hoping that part of me will stay,
even if it's painful, that's my heartbeat anyway.
And what a gloomy day that will be, when everytime I awaken to discover,
to learn that sometimes the precious momment, it doesn't meant to last forever.